i want you to find me
but i don't want you to touch me
it seems so disgusting to be handled like a doll
i'm not trying to be dramatic
i'm trying to be nothing
so when you find i've finally done it
please burn me where i fall

things aren't getting any better
everything is only getting worse
i'll apologize for the mess of my life
for the rest of my life, forever
unless you promise (yes we promise)
promise to kill me first

i want you to find me
but i don't want a big party
hiding my body in the ground
so your version of the story
is safe for the rest of your lives
i'm not crying for attention
i'm done, i'm trying to resign
so when you find i've finally done it
forget my name
and set my stupid fucking corpse on fire

things aren't getting any better
everything is only getting worse
i'll apologize for the mess of my life
for the rest of my life, forever
unless you promise (yes we promise)
promise to kill me first

i'm not afraid
why should i be?
i've got all my friends from baltimore right here with me
i'm not afraid
why should i be?
i've got all my friends from high school right here with me
i'm not afraid
why should i be?
i've got all my friends from baltimore right...

things aren't getting any better
everything is only getting worse
i'll apologize for the mess of my life
for the rest of my life, forever
unless you promise (yes we promise)
promise to kill me first