i cant control everything
and i cant forget just what ive seen
these memories take me away
to a better place than i am today

chorus: i devise my own demise
heres to life, the life im losing
i devise my own demise
heres to life, the life im losing

it is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
to fade away, fade away alone
i just want you to take, take me back home
to a better place, that ive never known

chorus

i cant control everything
and i cant forget just what ive seen
these memories take me away
to a better place than i am today

chorus

this life im losing x3
i devise my own demise